UFC's Matt Hughes 'at a crossroads between fighting another fight or retirement'
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by Steven Marrocco on Mar 20, 2012 at 10:00 pm ET
LOS ANGELES, Calif. – Matt Hughes said he was excited and a little relieved when he learned that Chael Sonnen would be sitting next to him at the analyst desk of "UFC Tonight."
Obviously, Hughes is not Anderson Silva, Wanderlei Silva or a whole host of others – Brazilian and otherwise – whom Sonnen has offended in his tour of trash-talking duty.
No, Hughes is a guy who's uncomfortable talking about subjects he doesn't really care about. He's a guy on loan from his farm in Hillsboro, Ill., where it's planting time. He's a guy who may or may not be fighting again, and he won't be able to talk about it until he hears from UFC president Dana White.
So he's a little out of sorts on the FOX set in Los Angeles. But thankfully, Sonnen, whom he knows better than the out-of-town analyst Kenny Florian, is picking up the slack.
"As far as sitting there talking, Chael is obviously here for a reason," Hughes told MMAjunkie.com (www.mmajunkie.com) prior to this week's taping of "UFC Tonight" for FUEL TV.
Hughes (44-9 MMA, 18-7 UFC) is not here just because he's one of the most decorated champions in UFC history, a UFC Hall of Famer and just a knowledgeable MMA guy (talking about it notwithstanding). He's here to give an update on on his career and whether it will continue. The problem is, he doesn't have an answer.
"Nope," he said. "I don't know what's going to go on or what's going to happen yet. So we're still plugging away and we'll figure it out."
He wants to fight, that's for sure. Although he admits to thinking more about family and the goings on of his farm lately than getting back in the cage, he still feels able to compete.
"It's all I know," he said.
His wife, on the other hand, wants him to retire. He has, after all, been knocked out by B.J. Penn and Josh Koscheck in his previous two outings. Once considered the most dominant force in the welterweight division, Hughes' losses have kept pace with his wins, and at 38, he's facing a division filled with young lions who would love to make a name by beating him.
"She wants me to retire from fighting so fighting doesn't retire me," Hughes said.
That's not the way she put it, he adds. Somebody else told him that, but the point is the same. She gets worried and doesn't want to see her husband hurt.
"And I see where she's coming from," Hughes said. "She didn't grow up like I did. She's a city girl, not rough at all. I grew up on a farm with a twin brother. We grew up beating each other up."
So she is the clear "no" vote Hughes spoke of two months ago when the question of retirement came up. Obviously, he is the "yes" vote. White, the UFC's president, is the deciding vote.
And that vote hasn't been cast.
White still considers Hughes to be one of the greatest fighters to ever step into the cage. The two are close; Hughes defers to him when it comes to whom and when he fights. White would consider Hughes a partner in the UFC's development, and Hughes would consider White a friend.
A friend who hasn't called yet.
"Dana's busy," Hughes said. "So I'll hear from Dana when he wants something."
Hughes completely expects to get a call, mind you. On the record, he doesn't believe the lack of communication means anything bad, or that perhaps a vote that he's not going to like is on the way. White has previously said he'd like Hughes to retire. Or perhaps Hughes has a fight already and he's just teasing interest for the FUEL TV audience. Whatever it is, things have just changed a lot in the past few years. As the UFC has exploded in popularity and the promotion's schedule has expanded from five shows a year to more than 30, Hughes finds it harder to connect. He's an old vet in a sea of new blood.
"It used to be that I could walk in the UFC office and I knew everybody by their first name," he said. "And now I walk through the UFC office, and it might take me 20 minutes to walk by somebody that I know. So yeah, things have changed a lot. The UFC has grown, but that means Dana is more busy right now. There's a lot of responsibilities that Dana wants to keep ahold of that he won't turn down (and) let somebody else do them. So, Dana's busy."
And what if Dana tells him to stop fighting? What if he really doesn't know which way it's going to go?
"If I don't fight any more, that means I get to spend more time at home," Hughes said.
Even though that's not what he wants, Hughes admits that option is not a bad one at all. After so many years of fighting and back-to-back training camps, he would welcome the chance to spend as much time with his family as he is now. Especially now because he has to travel further to prepare for a fight. More than a year ago, he sold his interest in the gym he co-founded with longtime trainer Marc Fiore, H.I.T. Squad, and now travels to Salt Lake City to train with his old training partner Jeremy Horn or, more recently, to Hawaii to work with former opponent Penn.
"When you get a fight coming up, I'm gone pretty much Monday through Friday," Hughes said. "I usually fly away ... because I think you get better training when you don't go home every night. So that adds up. You come back, and your kids kind of don't know who you are when you get done with the fight."
Yet Hughes still wants to fight because he loves the sport so much. Despite the rocky road of the past half-decade, he doesn't feel done. Trading stories off-camera with Sonnen, he said the moments he cherishes most are the good times he's had with his teammates and friends in this wild, wild business.
Asked during the show whether he's staying or going, Hughes hedges. This is a subject he really cares about.
"I'm at a crossroads between fighting another fight or retirement," he said, adding that a decision will come "soon." "I'm 38, and I keep getting older, and the fighters keep staying the same age. I wanted the fall and spring off, and now it's time to talk with DW."
Or time to pick up the phone.
"Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear - not absence of fear."